Ok so maybe I'm going to get another xanga b/c ppl that I want to read it wont or ppl i dont want reading it do. I have a lot to say right now but I'm too apprehensive so i'm going to wait. Ok guess what? I just made a new xanga site...HECK YESSS IT"S SO PRETTY!!!! I love it. I'm going to email it to all of you so dont worry. Oh and if I didn't send it to you I'm sorry just comment on my myspace which is BroadwayBeauty08 and I'll give it to you ok? Pwomise! I love you all so much and sorry about the constant xanga changes.

~God Bless~

Ok so I'm mucho grande excited about this weekend (assuming it all goes to plan) but you know what they say about assuming. Hmm...Tonight I was supposed to go to Piccomolo with Anna and Kat but my mum told me that I had to go to some bogus movie with her and my grandma at 6:30 so now i cant go here OR town center. So far, so bad. If nobody goes tomorrow then that's another friggin night at home. Oh and get this my mom says to me today "You can bear to spend ONE night at home with your family." I wanted to say "yeah mom your right except that I've spent 42 nights here STRAIGHT!" I cant even like go out to town center with my friends without her flippin out and telling me I have to be home by like 9. She thinks 8 is too late to be out. I want my life back. Tomorrow I pray that ppl will go though b/c we're going out to eat then seeing a movie and then every1 is coming back to my place. Ooo lala! Ok so I'm so burnt! I am peeling at my collarbone and it looks like I have skin cancer. Ok so I also have like absolutely amazing news about my crush. Most of you gals have heard the news but I dont wanna take any chances on him finding out yet that I like him. If you dont know the 411 just call me on the teli and I'll give it to ya. Yesterday, new breakthrough, you see i deleted Johnny off of my myspace a long long time ago. I figured hey you suck so i'll delete you basically. Well yesterday I was looking on Nat's myspace and I found him. Ok so his website is totally bogused out! It's like OO Kimber OOO Kimber I love you and blah blah I'm a hott lifeguard. I would really tell you my theory on him but it's too mean. Also checked out some of their comments. Looks like they're doing a lil more than teenagers should. Especially at 14. Ok so yeah I'm a lil witchy right now but I'm also a lil T.O.'d. Well after I looked at that I must admit that I wasn't really upset. I was like wow what on earth did I see in that boy? Ok so I was a little upset and maybe shed like two tears but then danced my heart out upstairs and decided that there is one special guy out there that i think actually likes me! I'm not worried about him reading this b/c I know that I'm completely gone to him. He wouldn't think of me unless someone mentioned my name. So anywayz he's going thru some really tough times right now and I must admit that I do feel sympathy towards him. You see, right now I'm kind of in my anger stage toward him so I'm kind of just expressing freely what I feel b/c half of me really is worried about him and wants to make sure that he's getting thru life ok and that he doesn't screw up his life with drugs and sex. However, the other half is saying "britaini, the jerk cheated on you." enough said that ticks me off just hearing that. I'm stronger for it though and I'm proud to say that the moving on process is going along smoothly. I dont want him to think that I hate him b/c i dont but I'm not all happy happy joy joy either. I haven't talked to the guy in ages anyway. So other than that this weekend will hopefully be amazing. Please lord please! *crosses fingers* TAKS went smoothly too. Yep, did pretty awesome cept on SS today. It was a lil dificil b/c in the middle OMG yeah in the middle I had a minor panick attack. I felt my arms going numb and i started to breathe like heavily and it was b/c I was stressed out b/c i only got like 4hrs and 30 min of sleep the night be4 and I couldn't concentrate. All I wanted to do was sleep and then get out of there! Well I did that and I did it successfully! Yay bribby! Well, I hope you all know that despite my changing atttitude I love you all very much and am very lucky to have friends like all ya'll.

~God Bless~

Happy Easter Everyone!

Today I made a very important discovery during church.

My preacher told us today that "morning will always come"

Morning just came for me.

hey guys..short n sweet entry. I wrote a poem today...it's funny and kinda mean but funny! I went under surgery today but I'm ok...I'm still like achy though...ugh! I hope I dont have to go back b/c the doctor said I might have to. Anywho, I hope that all of you have a wondermous Easter weekend and I just discovered that I really like this band called the casting crowns..hmm go figure?! Ohh...and umm a guy! Hehe but I've liked him for a long time. So, if any of ya'll are not doin anything during the break gimme a call my fone is always on and we can hang out! I love you all!

~God Bless~

I MADE THE DULLES DOLLS DANCE TEAM!!!!

AGGGGGGGGHHHHH!!!!